You should to know

tonight I'm crying without knowing the reason.
why do I cry? why does my heart always want to meet you.
you said that you love me?I was trully happy. but you did nothing.
you didn't try to hold me, chase me, or beg me to stay.
I've been waiting you speak until now. until I couldn't waiting anymore.
such a waste, I guess. everything that you feel will ends with sadness and sorrows.
so hard to take a breath when I was thinking of you.
are you feel the same? is it me in your mind when you think about someone special?
is it me when you want a shoulder while crying?
is it me the one who can makes you smile just like a little baby? I wanna be your everything.
I wanna be your tears, your smile, your anger, your jealousy.
but, seeing that you're always okay without me, it burns me down.
I guess, I can't standing anymore. I can't tell you why.
why does my love for you never disappeared. when will I stop this pain?
why does it feels like there's a big big wall between us whereas it is not?
you've made it complicated than before. and now, I don't know what to do, what to say, what to feel.
it's eternally as a blur picture.