Since when it is?

now,you're the precious thing for me.since when it is i still dont know. you brighten my day with your deligthful smile. you're always appear whenever i need. you tell me about many songs you liked. and asked me the meaning.dont you know? it was happiness for me. it was spirit for me. to do something more to you. something adorable for you. but now, you just left me behind. you let me alone. you erased my cheerful smile. why dont you hold me tight? dont you affraid of losing me? dont you think that i am a precious thing? dont you wonder what am i doing all day? seeing that you're okay it hurts me a lot. breaks my heart into pieces. i need you. it's hard to say. but i just want you to figure it out. without me telling you that i need you. you can do many things to make me smile again, but you didn't!
you just stuck and i still dont know whether you care with me or not...