Hi dear, how's today? I know, it should be awesome as always. just like you. that always be an awesome guy in my mind. Hhh,, today's a flat day for me. I couldn't find you anywhere. I came to campus just wanna see you. I don't have any class. nor any business. I'm yearning.. I'm missing.. but why is so hard to say it directly? are you going to mad if I say "I miss you" ? or push me away if I want to meet you? it feels like I want to make sure that you're okay.. but how could I? even to see you I have a very very hard step. I can close my eyes, pretending like I don't see you. but not for my heart. my mind. my imagination. because everything around me reminds me of you. hey you, is there anyone else fills your heart? she must be better than me.
but you know it'll break my heart again and again.. there will take a long time to heal the pain.. yeaa, I know.. I can't be yours forever.. and also you can't be mine till the end. but I'm waiting until my feeling towards you disappear naturally. no forcing. no denial. I just wanna show what I feel.. if I still love you, then I'd say so. also in opposite way.
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